:tch: :tsk: mera to is mamle mein bad luck hi kharab hai ... damit

which ever girl i liked or had a crush on [kinda] usually dissappeared or ended up being my sworn enemy ... idk y ... but it is true

NOW i suspeckt that is my stupid way of approach ... and still i lack ze confidence or what ever it takes to evin talk properly to a girl ...... pfft .... am a jerk ...

anyways @ topic .. well i was in da eight standard and there was this cute lebanese girl in my class .... Mona .... woot woot .... what a dream she was .... just like "sublime moonlight" .... hehe ... notice my badluck here .... the 2 years she was with me ... i had no balls evin to talk to her ..... and when i finally did ..... "GAH" she left to lebanon for ever ... to complete her studies and stay there .....

and now i just look here n there at sweet figures ... all i do is "sigh"